with waiwan hot hot

wenjie dumbdumb

smelly nicole

my track juniors.. oh yah. council too.

with sheeting da bian

with kimberly guniang

AND NOW MY CLASSMATES!

QUEENNIE, THE QUEEN.
MINGLEE, THE MIFFY!
SLEEPY ZOLENE.

secret

Leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
Wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian

Ping ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian

Zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
Shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
Hui yi de hua mian
Zai dang zhe qiu qian
Meng kai shi bu tian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You he bi qu gai bian ni zou guo de shi jie
Ni yong ni de zhi jian
Zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
Xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
Zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
Huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian

Zhi rang wo men xiang lian
Zhe yi ji de qiu tian
Piao luo hou cai fa xian
Zhe xing fu de sui pian
Yao wo zen me jian

Leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
Wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian

Ping ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
Zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
Shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
Hui yi de hua mian
Zai dang zhe qiu qian
Meng kai shi bu tian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You he bi qu gai bian ni zou guo de shi jie
Ni yong ni de zhi jian
Zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
Xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
Zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian

Ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
Huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Zhi rang wo men xiang lian
Zhe yi ji de qiu tianPiao luo hou cai fa xian
Zhe xing fu de sui pianYao wo zen me jian

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

i'm feeling a little sad. a little disappointed. a little upset.
couldnt meet up with some of you. am so sorry.
life is just soo ______ for me seriously.
hope u people understand.
not trying to show cool image or something.
i'll use my post-A levels holiday to make up for it? i guess so.
_______________________________________________

oh well. i've decided nt to post any track n field meet photos. cos i look like a malay there. SOMEONE'S FATHER THOUGHT I WAS A MALAY.
SOMEONE MADE HIS SISTER CRY.
SOMEONE DIDNT GO HOME THE WHOLE NIGHT. hoho

BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hello!

so cuteeeeeeee

ALL GLORY TO GOD

Let me be your man,
who holds ur hand always.
Let me be your love,
and you'll be mine too.
let not others affect you and i,
but the affinity that has set long for us.
my beautiful, shall we thank God
for each other, His creation?


My sweetheart, my man.
what else can i give but my precious heart?
who else can i thank but the Most High God?
how wonderful are these three words,
that i wanna say only to you
i love you.
if there is a measure of time,
let eternity be the benchmark for the love i have for you.

sometimes, haiz. forget it

~TPJC TOP XCOUNTRY RUNNER~

JOSEPH SNG WEN JIAN

1500m girls champ 'N' 1500m boys champ

stamimania was so challenging. got myself injured here n there.

RANTING

Dear miss ______,

when i said i couldnt find the document, it is not an excuse but truly, i really never see that document. why would i want to hand in late work and do unwell in my studies?
Besides, i printed another set of homework instead to practise . i dun find anything wrong. they r also maths questions too?Also, i cant find a time to have appointment with u for the past 2 weeks.u must understand that the school isnt just lessons for the students? how about my council and track?how about the fund raising?and other teachers have already booked the appointment with me. Unless u allow me to eat and do maths at the same time, i really don mind. alright. no point arguing whos right whos wrong. but it is definitely a shit image u give me when u said i'm lazy and not being serious.why cant u say i should be more hardworking and put in more effort? i think it sounds more like a motivation yup? oops.
Anyway, thanks for buying the brownies for other classes and back to us, with lecturing about our results? havent we requested for more time to study maths test? oh ya, open book test. thanks alot. it helps huh. pls don use the word stress and add upon other people. live up ur worries to God, not me pls.

so

good result = hardworking student
bad result= lazy student

i thank God THAT mrs lee and miss liow are not unreasonable like ______.
anyway, i love these 2 teachers. sorry that i've disppointment two of you with my results.
gonna continue work hard! like what u all said, together, we will strive an A yup?
KEYWORDS!!! - MISS LIOW
UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT!!! - MRS LEE

thanks melsa =) i guess u're the only one understand how shitty _____ person is.

hello! investiture is drawing near. there are just so much things to say to 22nd council. and i think i could only say, thank you. thank you for walking this journey with me. u guys are the best leaders. i love u all.

went out with kewei today to shop for my grandma's present.
apparently, guess bags are so freaking cheap that any students can save up and buy one within a month. wooos. and we had dinner together over my hse. watched this weekend show -'liao zai'. did homework after the show. and poof! she went home. just a few floors away from mine. hahahas.

why do people like to complicate things? hahahas, u noe who huh.

went to watch movie with cheng hao n his two friends-forbbiden kingdom.
jackie chan was such a joker inside.. the white hair lady n the sparrow lady looked damn hot.
bahhhs. watching korean show with grandma now.
the time between dog and wolf!

yes! back to blogging once again. this week is really a busy week for me. as in, really sia.
to sum up: track, class and council. plus remedial here n there. hoho. sometimes i just wonder if i can be divided into 4. it would be so cool, wouldnt it?

CLASS BROWNIES- fund raising

TRACK BUBBLE

COUNCIL- song fest

22nd and 23 student council

and finally, i'm going to have a good time with God and fellow church friends tmr! weet!

i could only see u from one corner.

excel in all areas.

well, isnt it a amazing thing to score straight As in ur studies, or perhaps being the best basketball player in the school? don you give a big woah woah to those who are so good at running or dance soo gracefully that u wonder these could be the dancing angels sent down from heaven?

hey, look deeper.

how amazing can a straight As scorer be when all the time, he or she is just studying and studying?

still don get it?
how great can this basketball player be when all the time he is playing basketball, neglecting his studies, his family, his friends, his wider scope of visions...

is good to study. really. mugging is the only way to do well in studies. that is like a duh. no argument for that. but hey! u're still a loser. sorry i'm a little harsh. but is true, isnt it.

to you, u caught my attention.
ur leadership, ur abilities and talents. Thank God for his creation.

how could i forget to blog about this!
eadelin has gotten an A for her pw project! i would say this is my first A in jc. yes, my first A.
yuppiiieee. so proud of myself.

let me throw u one question, do you believe in love eternity ? most of you would say love eternity is just a perfect and ideal benchmark for us to pursue, to fight for or possibly, to yearn for. to put them into simpler words, basically, there's no such thing as love eternity. it is just an idealistic goal for all living things, to name a few, human beings and human beings. ]

if eternity = forever and
forever= lifespan

then, love= eternity
love= lifespan


apparently, the above simplified equations are trying to say, it is possible to have true love but definitely impossible to have love eternity. we just have to learn how to treasure every moment in love.
u to
ok. now here goes my stand. absolute stand. if u think theres no eternal love, BULLSHIT.
please keep ur comments if u still think that love eternity will only happen in some drama shows or so.

i don think i want to say much to convince u that love eternity exists.
u just have to do lil thing to it to believe

and that is to DEFINE IT!

also, you 'havent experienced one yet'

i 'experienced' it.

Overloading

track shirt is a nuisance man. i mean, i thought it was fun. nah! total chore. hahahas.
was browsing some of my neoprints with the trackers at bubbletea shop. it's pretty interesting to look back at those old neoprints and realise that i've changed that much. i wonder whats more for the next few years.

life is really tiring.. but it is definitely boring without sch, work and everything.
I CAN DO IT. so can you.

4 by 400m - bronze



cheers to huijia, zolene and queennie!

she stinks.

Council camp

i ate alot of junk food and mugged thru all my homework during camp. surprisingly, i still have the energy to go for tuition after camp! this batch of councillors not too bad. but i believe the problem lies on the adaptation to the council system and i guess a month or so, they should understand whats respect and a sense of urgency. was glad to see them so bonded during the field games. urghs. investiture is coming.

to nicole, welcome to the lost-voice association. u too, must take care.

hi people! i lost my voice, again. it's really terrible! so left out in the conversation.
VOICE! COMES BACK! I MISS YOU.

using waiwan's laptop now. yay!

happy birthday mr fizzz!

vote for me! eadelin toh from 07s05.

track team.

800m - gold

4 by 400m - 3rd (semi-finals)

racing in the dark was really my first time in tpjc.

Thank you God for sending the wind to push me.

weeees! get to rest finally.

CANT SOMEONE JUST REPLACE ME IN RUNNING FOR ONCE?!

oh yucks. we were last for 4 by 100m in sph relay. 2nd runner thigh cramp. we didnt expect to lag behind soooooo much. after sph, we went lala on the train from yio chu kang back to tampines. i'm sooo tired! tmr got 800m and 4 by 400m.

"i got this. i got that."

never-ending excuses.

i don feel like running either. my right hip is pulling me down. but i don think thats a good reason to back off from a team event. is just too impt. we're talking about 4 medals, a team spirit and accountability to 3 other runners. sorry. i'm dead serious when it comes to competition. is no joking matter. is a discipline thing. if u're a leader, u better do smth about it. a leader without discipline is as good as a blind leader. and ur fruits can be reflected in ur followers.

if u have another competition, i'll give u my support. if u have butteflies, hoho. just let the team down then. up to u girls.

if u didnt turn up for this week's service, hahahas. too bad!
cos pastor tan preached smth really interesting about 'ambivalence'.
a cent can actually turn into a 10 million dollar, only if u have the wise attitude.

hoho. had dinner at ramen. delicious =)

1500m- Gold

First of all, a big thank to God for great strength.

Secondly, thank you my friends for non-stop motivation.

Thirdy, thank you my competitors.

basically, i was really nervous.

but i just kept praying to calm myself down.

somehow i rmber what pastor chee kiang has said:

if u want to know whether God is with u, set an impossible goal and achieve it.

and yeah, i know when i'm weak, God will be there to strengthen me.

yay!

4 by 100m- 3rd in the semi-finals.

well, that wasnt really our focus.

but we didnt wan to be sore losers.

so went ahead with the run.

love u girls

ok. tmr is 1500m n 4 by 100m. i have no mood to run any of the events tmr. simply becos, i'm so burned out. old injury is haunting back for me. not just the races that are tiring me out, but the disappoinment upon disappointment is really weighing me down. true enough, i'm a lethargic and old horse. bet on me if u dare. my body seriously needs some physical rests. not now. but very soon. at least i wanna keep this very promise to the doc n to myself that i won put so much pressure on my body like in the past again. eadelin! u can do it.

12 by 100m (semi-finals)- 1st.
today, i've learnt that..not all the times u can play around with the rules.
somehow there is a sense of apology in me to know 'that team' has been disqualified.
defintely not becos i think the whole accident was as a result of our ignorance, but rather, feel sorry for the team's effort. anyway, well done girls. let not this affects our team spirit. loveees.

400m - silver.
urghhhs... i'm tired

i spent money on 3 items today.

crap.

tmr is 400m finals

.the butterfly is back to my tummy again.

i really want a gold =)

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.

AMEN.

photos with ppc n cj7.

am so tired. guess i really need to have a good rest tmr sun.

oh yah. neglected my grandparents. shall find some time to go out with them.

4 hrs of sleep since thurs is a deep hell for me.

To you, am so glad u responded to the altar call.

rmber, it is not just a religion but a relationship with God.

cj7

exam is over. yes yes! exam is over..
i woke up at 4am this morning to mug for my history paper.
guess what? physically tired but physologically excited now!!
WEES! EASTER IS COMING. yes yes! easter is coming, hurray!!

went to meet minglee after my paper. a quick lunch at long john silver.
den WE WENT SHOPPING!
not for clothes this time. but some interesting stuffs.
theres this new shop, artbox i guess.
man, that shop really makes schooling sooo fun!
their organisers, notebook and everything..so damn arty!
den we went to minitoons to buy something for this special princess.
we saw cj7. and yes. that was what we wanna buy for this special princess.
after minitoons, we went to precious tots...there isnt any new stocks of ty bear.
so we decided to go lovely land to check it out. but before that,
since Isetan was so near..thus, we went there to search for coats..
ok.. didnt find any suitable ones..
den we headed to royal sporting hse and
den Mango for some fashion catchup. alright.
finally we went to 2nd floor of century square. nothing much.
and yeah.up we went to 3rd storey.
got this giftshop. the stuffs there were so ex. nevermind.
den 4th floor. we saw this damn nice samsung hp.
so we entered the quite a few hp shops to take a look at the hp model.
den got this comicshop, din know ml loves reading comics. okok.
heading back to 2rd floor, we went to mountzion, n yeah, some spiritual conversation.
HEHES. jus den, we realise we need to prepare something for our friends!
so we went all the way down to the century's supermarket. din know it was so small,
but before that, we went to montique and somehow we spent a long long time at the go-cart stall outside montique. spent $10 on badges. but is ok. got my name on it!
den we went tm's ntuc. cldnt find the easter's eggs.. so creative ideas flowed in. went to popular instead. hah! oh yah. we went to toysarus too.

hahaas. oh dear.. minglee got to rush off! so we took no bus 3 home..nuts happening in the bus. big secret!

especially from selestine, the short fringe girl who walks just like a snail.
thank you for the marshmellows!

can i enter ur dream tonight?

played captainball with cell group today. my smallest toe bled n i didnt feel the pain at all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHANWEI!
ALSO, RUFENG! ANOTHER MARCH BABY.

i want the blue n pink ty bears! they cost $100 each for goodness sake!

man, i think i slow down really alot these days.
14.18min for 3km, losing to my junior for dunno how many hundreds of seconds.
surprisingly, my 2.6km timing during 3km was 11.28 min..
in another words, 10mins plus for 2.4km. if u get it, my last 400m was like, terrible n vegetable.

cant believe junior steffi can play so well in arcade fighting games. With just a 50 cents, she could play so many rounds, thrashing all the ah bengs. they must be thinking, why this Jc girl so pro at playing..kekekes. also, just realise that qianhui, loves shopping too! every girl loves shopping.. but somehow she shares the same taste as me. we went crazy over the same bag n same brand of slippers. hahahas. looking forward to have a great shopping spree with her.

feeling feverish. must be the rain. wooosh.

Moon said to me," if ur friend not messaging u, why not u leave ur friend?"
I looked at the moon and said," does ur sky ever leave you when u dont shine?"

tempting right?!

traditional water bath is so crap man. nbm. went pastamaniaing with the class n we all spammed our pasta with cheese. [ omg, so cheesy and fatty! ] who cares? hehehes.
den kikuu followed me to buy clips n hairband. thank God he's there. cos i didnt bring enough money out:X oh yah, theres smth i need to mention, cos is really boiling deep down in my heart.
i don need matchmaking. i remember these faces. i jus find these people sickening, also, childish to the max. not as if they know me very well. and yeah, i appreciate the maturity and respect some of u have for me. like i said, some only. if this is a way of testing my limit, on the expense of other friends, sorry, i'll blow up. becos is just not fair to me n of cos, my friends. i repeat, i don need matchmaking. yay! going watch rule #1 with my darling grandma.

is the little things that determine who you are.

i wanna keep singing to you Lord,
cos you're too awesome.
how much i want to pick up a guitar,
and hum the song that is playing in my head.
how much i want to run to that violin,
and play for you oh God.
as much as i really want,
let me run with the music,
and win the medals in the name of yours.

"Excellence is the attention given to details that leads to superior performance."

i guess that is something which i need to practise on.

To minyi, take care =)

somehow i wasnt satisfied with my chinese result.
"at least u got higher than me", yaya, i've heard enough of that.
C isnt an impressive grade. my grandpa is so gonna be very disappointed in me.
the amount of hardwork jus doesnt tally with the grade.
damn. i hate chinese.
but the good thing is, i know i'm not retaking.

urghs. i'm not very interested to take back my pw.

i believe my fishes can live without water. yes, i believe!

i wanna bring you to this place,
where the atmosphere is filled with love.
the lights are dim,
the joy is smiling from inside.
Music that brings peace and relaxtion,
that stalk of red rose on the table.
the napkin that is scented with larvender,
and yes, let me serve you.
Red wine aroma, smelling as sweet as you.
it's just going to be two of us,
let me dine with you.

oh yes. u said. yaya, u reminded. what about my answer?
didnt i say i dunno any shit about it? so when there is a problem here,
fingers r pointing to me? there u go, u didnt mean it. sorry,
ur words made me think twice about u.
since u're so dead serious abt the prob, why not go solve it?
calling me doesnt help. i was honest when i said i dunno.

damn.

i saw some girls running today. practising baton passing.
kind of provoking me to train harder.
eh nono. train harder with the class girls.
yup. cos winning comes with sacrifice.

F.I.R came over to city harvest!
their testimonies and church commitment really stirred me up.
and of cos, their music rocks big time. i love that guy's greyish hair.
after service, jeff n i rushed down to anisah's hse.
jeff has a serious hearing problem n i'm too lazy to elaborate more on that.
the brownies were really yummy. errr. n we had a settle-the-mess-before-we go- meeting.

to melsa: we cant sit together when it comes to horror movie. eadelin will go deaf. is alright to scream into hafiz's ear. he's used to it =p

i cried again.